Is it just me ?

[Billy Wizz]

I had a spanking friend that I use to spank regularly. She was very much into the more sensual side of spanking and that is the way we played.

However like many of the ladies that have commented in this thread at times she needed to been spanked hard until she cried to get release from the tension and stress of her life.

I only ever spanked that hard once at her request and wouldn't done it unless she asked.

So you are not alone in your desire and need.