i was very naughty and now my fate lies in your hands!

[Billy Wizz]

I basically agree with aurora.

You need to build up the trust in the relationship before you can consider the spanking option to cleanse the guilt.

You certainly deserve a spanking at the right time but the time isn't right yet.

I would also suggest your partner reads up carefully on spanking and spanking methods before he gives you a harsh punishment spanking.