Should I just give up this lifestyle?

[MichiganHeadmaster]

Wow. I hope someone else here can give some helpful advice but it would be sad to have to give up over some perceived inconsistencies on the part of someone who is sincerely trying (and a spouse, at that).

Maybe more patience and encouragement? Not to put it all on you, of course, but it takes two to make this work.

Best wishes and prayers for this to all work out.