seeking help badly

I am a 24 year old man who is in need of a severe hard spanking. I'm seeking a woman who is good with the hand, belt and paddle. I feel that I need a spanking so bad for all the bad things I have done. I'm seeking a female because I know that they know how to really make their point across and they know how to deliver a severe bare butt spanking. If there is an female out there that will be willing to help me then please send me a message. Thanks
~SMHBILLY