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Amber, I had a fascination with spanking for as long as I can remember. But it was from reading books that I first began to realize that perhaps some other people actually shared my interest and I wasn't the only wierdo in the world.
There was a rack of adult paper backs at the rear of a bookstore in which I used to browse. It was dominated by a series called BeeLine books that had bright yellow covers with the title and author in black letters. I would skim through them looking for any indication of a spanking. Occasionally I would find one and buy the book, take it home and read the scene over and over. I also remember the early days of Penthouse had a section called Pain and Pleasure in the letters to the editor. It was there that I first heard of caning, which it took me a long time to figure out. I just couldn't understand how you could whip someone with a walking cane, which was the only kind I'd ever heard of. LOL Then there was nother adult mag called Mr. Each month they had a section of spanking letters and often had a spanking story or a spanking-relatee article. I used to look forward to each month when a new issue came out. Its funny to think back to those days and wonder what I would of thought if I could have ever imagined the internet and all the types of material that I used to dream about being so readily available, as well as so many people who shared my secret and are able to discuss it in an open forum like this? |
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I used to go to a local bookstore that had a rack of adult paperbacks in the back of the store. There was a series called BeeLine books. I remember the covers were bright yellow and the title and author's name were in black letters with no pictures or anything. I used to skim through the pages and look for anything that indicated a spanking scene and buy it. Then I would go home and read the spanking scene over and over. And I remember when Penthouse magazine first came out, they had a section in the letters to the editor entiltled Pain and Pleasure. It was there that I first heard of caning. I remember wondering why anybody would ever spank a woman with a walking cane, which was the only kind I'd ever heard of. LOL There was also a men's magazine called Mr. It always had several spanking letters each month in the editorial section. They also had fictional spanking stories as well aspanking-related articles from time to time.I used to look forward to each month when the new edition would come out. It's funny to look back now on those days. I wonder what I would of thought if someone had told me that one day there would be this thing called the internet where there would be an unlimited supply of spanking material of all kinds, including videos, pictures, stories and a way to communicate with like-minded individuals. But will I always have a special apprecaition for well written spanking stories. |
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Could It Be Genetic?
Do you suppose, for some folks at least, that it is genetic? Genetics is certainly not my area of expertise but I've had the interest literally for as long as I can remember....I'm talking three or four years of age!!!! And I've talked with people who were either spanked to the point of child abuse, spanked "normally" (whatever that is) or not spanked at all....the number of those with the kink and those without are about evenly distributed. Which leads me to think that this may be a matter of nature over nurture.
I remember thinking I was kinda weird too.....then when I was about 11 or 12, I discovered a pulp fiction detective series....Ted Mark was the character's name. In every book there was at least one spanking scene.....hmmmmmm....I thought, "maybe I'm not alone." Flash ahead a few more years...I discover girls.....I find out some of them are willing participants......this is getting interesting. There was a now defunct men's magazine, published until the early 80's: "Mr." was the title, that featured at least one spanking "letter to the editor" (totally bogus.....they were written by the magazine editors) that involved domestic discipline. Then in the early '70's Penthouse featured at least one spanking letter a month (I think they were probably genuine.) And then, the wonderful advent of the Internet set some many of us free and enabled us to network with like minded folks...... Purpose of this long winded response? With so MANY of us coming out....I just have to wonder if it isn't our wiring or some other pre-determined chemistry that makes us who we are? Just a thought. rangerboy. Edit/Delete Message |
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