it hurts me to have to do this

[loveb]

I am BEGGING you..please don't spank me. "J I HATE that I have to do this but if you don't suffer the consequence you'll never learn."..he tells her to go to her room and sit on the bed and he will be in there shortly.

he comes in and discusses what she did wrong and asks her if she understands why she's about to get punished...after that he tells her "okay then I need to unbotton your jeans and,...."im sorry but...(he sighs) your bottom will have to be shown.." NOOOOOOOOOOO she screams in terror! " I hate it too J, I wish so bad we didn't have to do this but we do...its no fun and it hurts really bad but I love you so I can't let you out of your punishment..be strong and lets take care of this..he picks her up and makes her stand as she's sobbing.. He unbuttons her jeans and pulls them down to her thighs she starts crying more..."i know you hate this and I know your embarrassed but it has to happen..and it's GOING to happen." he reaches and pulls he panties down slowly. " I need you to bend over my knee J..its time to get this over with" he pulls her gently over his knee and starts to spank her with his hand after a while he switches to the wooden spoon and the tears and screams increase but he doesn't stop..FINALLY when she thinks it's all over..he says "im sorry sweetie your almost done..calmly he tells her "i finished punishing the outside and I'm so so sorry it's come to this but it's time to punish the inside of your bottom"....she starts to scream!.."i know it's horrible but it's got to happen..he opens the vaseline and puts a lob on her bottom hole, he then tells her that once he starts to insert the plug.she needs to push like she's going poo..she hasn't stopped screaming and he still remains calm.."okay J it's time"...NOOO!!! PLLLLLLLLeeeeeaaaaase" she screams. " I know it's going to hurt but a punishment is supposed to hurt..its time..were starting" he slowly touches the plug to her bottom hole and gently presses it..he knows this process is 1 that takes a while. 1..2..3...PUSHHHHH she is pushing out of her bottom as hard and she can and knows she will be pushing for the next 2 hours..throughout the process she neglects to push a couple of times.."j I KNOw It's hard and I know it's hurts so bad but it is not all the way in yet..u havvvee to keep pushing!..he looks her in the eye and says we'll breath together and when I say push that means push!!!!" "one deep breath..2 deep breath..3 deep breath...PUSSSSSHH push hard J!!!!!" and with that she feels her lose control and scream like never before hitting and punching and sobbing...shes never been in such pain in her lifetime and it won't go away!!!!! He grabs her still calmy and cradles her until she stops to scream..he discusses why he had to do what he did and that becouse he loves her..he has to punish her...then he pulls the plug