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I was 11 when i found out
I first realized that I was in to spanking when I was 11 years old,
I was not spanked as a child my folks did not believe in that, I got my first spanking when I was 11 years old – from our Nanny that our family had. I don’t know how old she was but she must have been in her early twenties She was a big influence on me she gave me the attention that I needed, To make me a better person. She was the closest to a mom I had in my eyes because my folks were not Around always on business trips and doing other things. When she gave me my first spanking when I was 11 years old I, Hated it and hated her after words – it was a good spanking she gave me. It was bare bottomed over her knee with her belt. It was for smoking her cigarettes. A few days later my best friend got a spanking from his mom and I saw it in the window but she used a paddle on him and he was bare And over her knee. That’s when I realized that I was a spanko because I enjoyed seeing Him get spanked and wished it were I was on the receiving end. From that point on I would think about spanking!! As I got older the feelings went away I thought I out grew it Then one day when I was 16 I got the feelings back on being Spanked again. I told my girlfriend at the time about it and she thought I was nuts And needed therapy. I worked at a local repair shop and was fixing a flat tire And when I went to put the spare tire back in the trunk and I found a spanking Magazine it was a F/m magazine naughty boy’s spanked was the name I thought wow I “am not a one out hear there are people out there like me. I wrote down the address of the book so I could me a copy. When she came to pick up her car I really wanted to say some thing to Her that was in to spanking also- she was vary beautiful women. But I did not say a word to her I must have been 8 shades of red when She was paying her bill. I after waiting for about 4 weeks and running home from school to check the mail, And not wanting any body to know about my fetish. To me spanking is not a sexual thing its pure discipline for me. I have read many articles and stories about spanking and there practices There are people in to B/d and S/m and I” am not knocking that lifestyle. It’s just not me. Feel that old-fashioned bare bottom spankings are the only way to go. . |
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I think it was a slow path of realization for me that started somewhere way back in my childhood. At some point, I'm guessing about 10-11, it came together to me that I had a particular interest in spanking, something beyond the norm. Of course, that was also in the days when you truly thought that you were the only one in the world like that since there were no real mechanisms for one to know what the rest of the world was like, and such topics were not openly discussed in any way.
The world has sure changed profoundly in our lifetimes!
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I Think It May Be a Gene
Do you suppose, for some folks at least, that it is genetic? Genetics is certainly not my area of expertise but I've had the interest literally for as long as I can remember....I'm talking three or four years of age!!!! And I've talked with people who were either spanked to the point of child abuse, spanked "normally" (whatever that is) or not spanked at all....the number of those with the kink and those without are about evenly distributed. Which leads me to think that this may be a matter of nature over nurture.
I remember thinking I was kinda weird too.....then when I was about 11 or 12, I discovered a pulp fiction detective series....Ted Mark was the character's name. In every book there was at least one spanking scene.....hmmmmmm....I thought, "maybe I'm not alone." Flash ahead a few more years...I discover girls.....I find out some of them are willing participants......this is getting interesting. There was a now defunct men's magazine, published until the early 80's: "Mr." was the title, that featured at least one spanking "letter to the editor" (totally bogus.....they were written by the magazine editors) that involved domestic discipline. Then in the early '70's Penthouse featured at least one spanking letter a month (I think they were probably genuine.) And then, the wonderful advent of the Internet set some many of us free and enabled us to network with like minded folks...... Purpose of this long winded response? With so MANY of us coming out....I just have to wonder if it isn't our wiring or some other pre-determined chemistry that makes us who we are? Just a thought. rangerboy. |
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