Emotion, Spanking, and psychology

Hi, i am a new member.. never try SPANKING before.. I joined this because i have this thought.. wonder wherthe i am alone in this.

I'm "Scott".. i'm Gay. I was laying on my couch, just thinking....you know?
i am a healthy twenty-five year old guy... i grow up in a normal, healthy family... i don't lack anything material wise.

Maybe i am just feeling abit down today..
I wonder how i will feel if, a strong, manly figure is to spank me. I wonder, will i be turned on? Or will it cause something deep within to raise to the surface ... Will i sob and cry uncontrollably ? will i regress and behave like a child? What will he do? Will he hug me?

Will this well craved mask of mine fall, and reveal that insecure self to that figure?

Am i going crazy?? hope to hear comments from your..

[BlackVelvet007]

Welcome to MSF.

Your feelings are considered completely normal around here. Anticipation of that first scene can be very overwhelming and the anxiety you're feeling is understandable. Best advice I can give is to take it slowly and keep in mind that others feel that same insecurity.

Come on in to Live Chat on Wed and meet the gang.

[jerseysweet]

Originally Posted by hugmehard

Hi, i am a new member.. never try SPANKING before.. I joined this because i have this thought.. wonder wherthe i am alone in this.

I'm "Scott".. i'm Gay. I was laying on my couch, just thinking....you know?
i am a healthy twenty-five year old guy... i grow up in a normal, healthy family... i don't lack anything material wise.

Maybe i am just feeling abit down today..
I wonder how i will feel if, a strong, manly figure is to spank me. I wonder, will i be turned on? Or will it cause something deep within to raise to the surface ... Will i sob and cry uncontrollably ? will i regress and behave like a child? What will he do? Will he hug me?

Will this well craved mask of mine fall, and reveal that insecure self to that figure?

Am i going crazy?? hope to hear comments from your..

Hehe welcome to MSF - I'm sorta quiet around here lately, but only a few years younger than you. You're normal. Welcome to spanko-dom! And honestly, the thought of you being spanked by a stronger, older man...is a hot thought for me hehe

Welcome!

Kate

[ComradeDavid]

Originally Posted by hugmehard

Hi, i am a new member.. never try SPANKING before.. I joined this because i have this thought.. wonder wherthe i am alone in this.

I'm "Scott".. i'm Gay. I was laying on my couch, just thinking....you know?
i am a healthy twenty-five year old guy... i grow up in a normal, healthy family... i don't lack anything material wise.

Maybe i am just feeling abit down today..
I wonder how i will feel if, a strong, manly figure is to spank me. I wonder, will i be turned on? Or will it cause something deep within to raise to the surface ... Will i sob and cry uncontrollably ? will i regress and behave like a child? What will he do? Will he hug me?

Will this well craved mask of mine fall, and reveal that insecure self to that figure?

Am i going crazy?? hope to hear comments from your..

i have heard where in some cases spanking has been used as therpy for merried couples as well as boyfriends and girlfriends in the relationship since it helps release emotions this is an interesting topic