What you're describing, aurora, seems to be a form of rape. Thankfully I'm totally unfamiliar with that topic, but many resources are available. You might want to start by Googling "intimate rape." If therapy seems to be an option worth pursuing, you might also Google "kink-aware therapists" or seek a recommendation from a friend in the lifestyle whom you can trust. Of course we hope the situation will improve, but hope isn't a substitute for taking positive action.
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