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ok co-host Emmy I'm going to go back and weigh in on my own question about craving a spanking. Although it's going to be truncated because I have to be some where soon.
Craving a spanking.... I was with a vanilla guy for a year and we were engaged. He knew about the spanking from date two. He could have never done it but I really liked him, fell in love, and decided I dind't care. Well when our relationship was good I didn't think or care about spanking at all.... but when the relationship went south the desire to be spanked was like an uncontrollable monster.
So In that I'vev come to the conclusion that my spanking craving is based on the connection i have with people. if I feel connected and cared for it tends to fade a bit... when i feel lonely or isolated it comes on with avengence.
The only other time that I would call it a craving is when I'm stressed out and I feel like the world is out of control then it centers me. Hard to think about much else when you are getting a spanking! Even with Buns of steel! And if I get to acheive subspace.... BONUS!
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