Giving up this lifestyle would be like giving up breathing. i could never give it up. i think you should be persistent an encouraging to your hubby. Even Tops need encouragement and persistence from us bottoms from time to time (and They think They run tha show
). Before i just dreamed an read an chatted about this lifestyle but since ive been living it there's no way i could ever give it up and im confident enough to tell you that you would be miserable without it as well. your Hubby's still new at it so just be patient and understanding with Him. i also cant stress enough how important communication is even if it steps on toes or hurts feelings. Good luck to you an your hubby..
emily