awareness
 

I guess it started aroun age 12-13 for me, i was spanked regularly, hand, belt mostly, bare over knee when young and as i got older on my bed, anyways i knew i was hooked after witnessing my sister get spanked. She is 3 years younger then me, and everything about her spanking got me wanting her spanked and me to get spanked. I often tried hard to watch her or listen to ger get spanked and would even get spanked myself in front of her and actually enjoyed the fact she watched.